Control

Life has really been throwing me through a lot of loops lately. A lot of changes are about to go down and I’m here just doing my best to control the things I can, and to let life,God do the rest.

Honestly I feel so lost it’s as if the ground beneath my feet is moving so quickly that I can’t seem to enjoy the moments that are going by. My anxiety has really been taking a toll on me. It’s OK though. C’est la vie.

Change is constant. This chapter is coming to its end. What a bittersweet time for me. Yet, I think I’m ready for it. Next step, moving into my first house! Life is looking sunny from that perspective. Everything else is yet to be set in stone.

I’m riding the waves that being possibly having to fight cancer or just making sure I do my best to prevent it. I’ll control what I eat and what I do in hopes that I have a healthy and cancer free life. It’s crazy how DNA can play such a strong part in your health!! Even when you already take such good care of yourself. I’m so frustrated. However, I am controlling what I can. Control is all I have left.