Go Getter

Yeah, I’m a go-getter. Never thought this could be an issue. Yet, I am unable to give myself a break. In my mind, it’s as if I do take a break, I will never be able to get what I want done. That’s not true though. My mind is driving myself insane. I am so caught up in making money and doing everything as best as I can.

Stop! That is exactly what I have to do. Stop. This is my last month working for a company that has been so good to me. I’m grateful for the opportunity to have been able to start my career as engineer there.

But now it’s time for new opportunities to come my way. I’m done feeling the way I have been feeling. Its suffocating me. It’s time for me to focus on myself. To take care of my health.

Even though I know doing it on my own will have and give me similar anxiety, I will not live life with regrets. I need to be true to what my mind, body, and heart have been telling me. I need to listen to myself. I need to create the reality that helps me be prosperous overall. I want to find the feeling of what it truly means to be living for myself and no one else. Life is too short. But I know anything and everything can be figured out, one day at a time.